This is mostly a stream of conscience kind of thing.
Does anyone else ever feel completely hopeless and useless as to what's happening with this country? I mean, just today.. Bush's newest executive order basically destroys our right to protest. Wiretapping evading right to privacy. Not even these big issues. Even smaller ones, like Homeland (In)Security. Just recently, at the airport closest to me (Albany), a test was done covertly. A fucking bomb made it through. These people are all so fucking caught up in there OMG YOU HAVE 3.0000000001 OZ's of water, it's a fucking bomb!!!!111 to even catch anything important. I'm generally a conservative. I don't think money should be spent frivolously and certainly keep your debts manageable, if you have to have any. But with a national debt into the trillions. Mostly due to a war that Bushy boy (who I actually defended against when disliking bush was becoming the cool thing) won't even open his eyes to what's going on. How can 70% of the american people want out of this war, and our government (who's job, paycheck, and general reason for even being there, is the american people) be so god damn ignorant and blind? All we ever hear about are tax cuts tax cuts TAX CUTS. A fucking baby knows spending spending spending without taking in more money can't last. Take enough from the child without putting any in and it's bound to be pissed. It's just frustrating as hell with rights being eroded and the majority of the American public complacent and happy as long as American Idol is on at the right time. At times, more so lately then ever before... I just want to break down in cry in hopelessness. I can vote, but that's about it. It won't really count. I generally wouldn't ever vote Democrat (not out of party stance, just don't agree with most democrats on most issues) and that's all my state ever goes. So my vote is pretty much worthless. Bush keeps saying pulling out is a sign of weakness. NO. Not halving half a fucking brain, enough to see that there IS no end in sight, you can NOT win a war with no reasons for war, THAT is a fucking weakness.
I don't know. It's terrible. I'm just... blah. I swear, this country will probably have to hit rock bottom before it has a chance at recovering. And once it gets that low, who knows.
